A Real Quick Post

Oh ya, I am glad that I spent time reading the blogs I follow, at least.'Ive started working and I've told friends that I am going to blog about it, but I didn't.It is always the next day when I sleep, fun huh?Maybe the relaxing atmosphere in the office+flexible timing made me slower like a tortoise.Why do I want a quick post, because I want to console the little kid in me.
She has always a lot of thoughts, but less time, pity her*pat on her head*
It was also because, I've spent like half day handling company's blog,
still can't get a nice one, and I was thinking, what about my blog?
So, I am here now, still stinky and sticky.

Below are some fragments of thought that ran over my mind which I still could remember.

Found this picture in a friend's FB album, and I suddenly ran out to the balcony to look at the moon. I think I missed that. And I realized it's been a long time I didn't really look at the sky.
By the way, it's a love-shaped moon, did they make this up?

Oh, I've graduated? Yay, I've graduated! I've graduated. All these emotions actually appeared. So, feeling can be quite deceitful, because they change, so don't stay in it, enjoy the moment.Thanks to those who helped me through the semesters, especially some hard one in university.The real touching part was the marching of scholars to the hall. Silent. Palace music. It felt really special and you're one of the scholars. Worth waiting for few hours for the ceremony la, even though we went up to the stage less than 3 seconds.I start to miss my coursemates and lectures already :(

Apa Khabar Orang Kampung
(Picture courtesy of http://www.dahuangpictures.com/blogs/akok.php/2006/11/17/info/)

I've recently watched a lot of films, including this creative documentary titled
Apa Khabar Orang Kampung by Amir Muhammad. It talks about the Malaysians who were once fought for the independence for Malaysia but now lived in exile in southern Thailand.
I didn't study much about the history, but I believe that. I felt so sad and sorry that the interviewees spend their whole life for the country, but in the end, getting old in the neighboring country oversee the beloved homeland.

That's all for now :) Take care everyone!

Hey, it turned out to be a long post, bravo!
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Idea is like a virus, resilient...
Whoops, it seems I can't remember what Leonardo, to be precise, Cobb said.
The world is the reality we live in, or the reality is the world we think it to be.
Ok, this is how my lousy cerebrum works, always falls in fallacies.
Oh ya, this is really a good movie that it makes you think, while reflecting to your life, as well as enjoying the thrilling action scenes.
It has been a while, I lived like Cobb.
Memories and dreams were my beautifully-designed world,
trapped myself and someone's shadow in.
Understanding the so-called truth, and lived like as if there will be no problem.
I need some stronger stimulus here, a kiss perhaps..haha!!!

We need to wake up, from dream and from real life.
This is a good movie, truly inspiring.

Implantation of good ideas are on the go!
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感应

不知该说些什么好。
正好想起了些往事，
不能追问的以后事，
在心中轮回了好几次。
那是在厕所闪过的灵光，
说来好笑。
就在同一天，好事发生。
这里在想，那里发生。
虽不能分享喜悦与荣耀，
窃喜已融和了心里的遗憾。
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Holiday, long one.

Back in hometown almost two weeks. Life here is simple, but not easy. Graduated, even though it's not official yet, but people tends to ask about your future. Future, something that one can't even tell themselves, they want to know others'. Ok, enough of the stress release.

Let me present to you the Pintu Gerbang of my village - Machap Umboo! 'Finally'..
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i think i must do some programs at home - family gathering, trip, gotong-royong etc, to earn some since i am on long holiday. I am sure my mum will be happy to spend money on me :) this way,haha!

This pintu gerbang is made of stainless steel, and you can't imagine how fast this beautiful thing is done - TWO freaking days! Everything is express during election! I love it! How about a swimming pool? I can go swim this Wednesday already. A new badminton court? I can play with many friends to cut down weight like really really soon. More trees? I can sit down (elegantly) under the tree with my hot coffee and not-yet-finished A Little Princess. Life would be good. Because it's stainless steel, i bet my great great grandson or daughter might be impressed by this gigantic porte in front of MU. Thinking of it, i feel like craving my name and my lover's name on it, to signify the everlasting of love. I was wondering if we can use those stainless steels to make some weapons if there are robbers who want to pay a visit here. My friends used to have problems coming to my house, with this porte, i can show them the way easily. Yeah, meringankan beban saya! Below is the sign board of our Kampung Permai, Machap Umboo, i will still sayang you k!

My mum is now sitting in front of me eating! The way she eats make me feel starving! Restaurant should pay her to eat at their restaurant so that she attracts customers. Do contact me if you want my mum to be your ambassador! Gotta go eat :) Bubye :)
Another nostalgic post is coming later, ciao!

i feel crazy today.
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My Ending April of 2010

April is ending. Today is not a good day.I realized that I am still the Winnie I was in one year ago. I remember vividly when teacher asked me what was my problem for not coming to classes, I answered 'attitude problem', to bring myself to the front, to face myself. 'Kalau nak berjaya kenalah berubah sikap', said the teacher. All these thoughts came to me when I was sitting under a big tree near by library.I breathed calmly..

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Running under the hot sun was no longer a difficult task. My eyes kept looking at my watch, while running across the zebra crossing. I reached quickly to faculty of social science, printed my assignment, ran again to my faculty. I reached on time! I was glad. The office door was left ajar, and madame's familiar voice welcomed me. I soon knew that I had no chance to discuss because she was reading a master's student's thesis. I passed her the assignment and all she wanted me to do was to sign on a paper. That was it. My sweat was not even dried out in that air-conditioned room.

I left the room quietly and started to think of the grade. Submitting the assignment was not a relief at all! Regrets just flooded into my mind. Keep asking myself 'why?'. It felt like a Kamikaze. Ok, I was too much. I walked back to the library. I saw every single thing that came across my sight and I realized this is my very last semester in uni. I walked slowly as I looked at the things around me. It has been changing since I was 1st in uni. What would UM look like the next time I come back? That was when I reached to a chair made out of stone under a big tree.

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I took 15 minutes to talk to myself, of course blaming myself. Thinking my housemate would be starving in the frigo-like library, I stood up and gained energy, headed back. I knew I must carry on and do better. I left my negative emotion with the chairs. Pity those chairs.

C'est la vie!

Special thanks to Lalitha, Cynthia and SingPing(from left to right) who made my day. They were studying for their next paper and I was busy taking pictures. Not forgetting the broccoli-doumiao-potato from Marche.
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